"You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have." - My new favorite quote.
One week post D&C. I feel fine. My RE told me no sex for 7 days. I made it 6 days 'til the night before and told Bean a couple hours will not hurt, and that it's 9AM somewhere (about the time my D&C was done). I got my way. The bleeding had stopped the day before and there was no pain. I did have a little bit for red blood after the act but that has since stopped too.
My biggest issues are 1. dizziness; 2. exhaustion. The dizziness has good and bad days. I'm trying to suck it up. Exhaustion is from high pregnancy hormones still in my body, everything I've been though physically and mentally, and from my really bad allergies that are at their worse this time of year. And I'm really stubborn sometimes so it is hard to get me to sit down and rest.
|PG test week after D&C|
My next hCG beta blood test is in the morning. This will tell me much how much pregnancy hormones are still floating around in me. Hope for low numbers, probably will not happen though. My pregnancy tests are still coming out really dark.
I returned to the gym tonight. I was watching a show about weight loss (TLC show, My 600-lb Life) via gastric bypass surgery. The women had become pregnant after losing all this weight. My first thought is this show sucks now as they showed how excited they were at ultrasound #1. But then the baby's heart stopped and it showed her going for a D&C. I can relate now. The husband came on to say how long they were trying for and how happy they were, only to have it ripped away so soon. Unfortunately this is an all too common story. Not sure if the D&C was all hyped up for TV, but I handling it way better than this women. I had no tears surgery day, in fact I was smiling because this crappy road was coming to an end. I knew my baby was gone and there was nothing that could be done. There is no point in carrying my dead child around in the uterus any longer, it was time to move on. And I sure as hell wasn't laying in the backseat of the car whining in pain or crying the whole way home. So if you are scheduled for a D&C don't watch that episode.
|Loki on Graduation Day|
My little puppy finished his first obedience class on Tuesday. He turned 3 months old on January 21st. It was only the really basic puppy class. He learned sit, lay down, come, and stand. I got him at 7 weeks old and signed him up for classes before he even came home (I wanted to be prepared). So he had a hard time concentrating in the class since he is so young. I felt bad for the trainer since a few of the classes he just wasn't with it. But this week he graduated. Bean and I took him to pick out a toy for his present. Well $20 bucks later he now has a new favorite toy with many "indestructible" squeakers. *sigh* Least he's happy.-Selbe