The positive: I've had more cycles this year than I've had in the past eight or so. Between my PCOS, being drugged with birth control as birth control, and being drugged with birth control to "fix" me, I average about 4 cycles a year. Which I probably never ovulated during. The feminine hygiene products I've had to buy this year, wow. I usually buy a box and I'm set for a year or two. Fuck I still have stuff in my bathroom that is 5 or 10 years old that I need to go through and throw out.
Cycle #1 - March 16th
First cycle off birth control to regulate my cycle, not as birth control. Last time I was on birth control as birth control... I don't remember when that was. But I did do a shot of Depo-Provera while my husband was deployed in 2009/2010. Then realized that was a silly idea since Bean wasn't home anyways. It was a spur of the moment idea while I was at Planned Parenthood for something else. After Depo wore off and I got my period Bean was home. We didn't try at pregnancy, or really prevent it. After a couple months I decided to try and figure out when I ovulate. However, my cycle was 7 months long which is not uncommon for me. After a few useless doctors visits I decided to ask my new OBGYN for Clomid, something I read about on the Internet for women like me. Clomid 50mg it was. CD14, CD18, CD20 came and gone with no positive OPK. I was given Provera to end the cycle. No ovulation. My due date for this cycle was December 23rd, 2011.
Cycle #2 - April 24th
I'm increased to Clomid 100mg. I got a positive OPK around CD16, but it didn't result in pregnancy. I got my period on my own.
Cycle #3 - May 22nd
Clomid 100mg again. Another positive OPK for CD18. But no pregnancy. Period again arrived on it's own. This is better than nothing. My due date was February 29, 2011, Leap day. It's sad I still remember all these due dates.
Cycle #4 - June 22nd
This is going to be my month! Clomid 100mg again. But no positive OPKs and my progesterone results came back extremely low. My body stopped responding to 100mg. More Provera for me.
Cycle #5 - July 29th
Increased to 150mg. Ovulation scheduled for during our vacation, great! Except my body also stopped responding to 150mg also. I'm given Provera again and sent away to an RE. An OBGYN can no longer help these ovaries.
Cycle #6 - September 16th
Lots of testing, no real baby making. I started a herbal drug called Vitex expecting it not to work, 'til I surprisingly got my period after 31 days.
Cycle #7 - October 17th
More Vitex but no baby making due to lap surgery during around the time of ovulation. However I got a positive OPK and the progesterone blood work came back great.
Cycle #8 - November 16th
Decides to give Vitex some more time before moving on to injectable like RE suggested. Results in a BFP right before Christmas with a due date for August 25th, 2012. Baby's heartbeat was lost about a month later.
Cycle #9 - January 26th - Current
If the ovulation date I have is correct then I should get my period on February 29th.