I'm not sure if my current cramping is from my surgery last week or a Provera induced period that is on it's way. My days off I'm fine. But if I'm at work standing all day then it hurts. It hurts to put pressure on it too. And I feel pulling or movement like when I was pregnant. Yet my body doesn't do anything else!
It was way easier to stay pregnant. That's what I concluded after a bunch of blood work and two surgeries. And feeling like my uterus might fall out. I don't blame it though, I'd run away too after everything I've put it through.
I ended up crying to the dog last night, and telling him what a miserable failure I am because I can't carry a baby for 40 weeks. Seems like everyone else has figured it out just fine. This was the first time in a long while I cried about my miscarriage.
Maybe I'm having some form of PMS. I've been moody and depressed the last couple days. And my acne hasn't been this bad in a long time.
My favorite type of fertile: young, newly married/not married. Just need to add food stamps or welfare into the mix and we'll be best friends!
Another favorite type of fertile: stupid. This is another military wife (who's pregnant, obviously by the fucking ultrasound photo) wondering if she could go to the open house to a submarine while she is 30+ weeks pregnant. I guess she lacks all basic knowledge about submarines, even though her husband is stationed on one. There is no giant fucking door on the side. There's a hatch (hole) and a long ladder all the way down.