They'll never know why I'm this cold. They wouldn't understand anyways, what I have been through or the way life really works. Or they would say some stupid fertile comment. Their life is all happiness. To me the worst thing in their life is far from bad at all.
So many of my friend's have teething babies right now. I'd take a crying, screaming baby for hours a day for a short period of time over THIS.
(And what am I supposed to say anyways, that my dog is teeth? He really is, I find his teeth everywhere. He seemed kind of sad so I bought him new toys. Only to get a confused look from the mommy group and I comment like: "you really need to have a baby" from a young women that infertility never seemed to cross her mind. Yeah working on that. Keep praying to the Narwhals for me, you'll have time because I'm sure there is no baby in my near future.)
Ignoring your child is a defense mechanism, just how I'm making a short list in the head of reasons why I don't want a kid anyways.
Do me a favor, just leave me in the corner of the waiting room.
Do any other infertiles have this "I don't like your kids" response?-Selbe