Today is CD20 I finally called the GYN thinking, "what the hell?" I really just wanted an appointment for blood work or something. They said I ether already ovulated at some point or I'm not going to this cycle. The nurse told me to start taking HPTs (home pregnancy test) in a few days and stop the OPKs. I have to call back up if my period is late.
The word "late" is not in my menstrual vocabulary. At least it hasn't been in the last 10 years. Late to me would be a cycle lasting longer than 8 months, and by then I probably would have figured out I was pregnant long before. The nurse told me since my last cycle was 28 days long (because of BCP) that means I'm late after 28 days. Umm ok? Whatever, 28 is a short cycle for me and I only have a week before calling back up.
I don't really trust doctors of any kind. I've had a lot of bad experiences. Most of the time I just feel that I get pushed around. Dr. Google and I spend most our time together researching different drugs and procedures. Now I just write down what I want done, and hand it to the doctor at the appointment. I feel I get the most accomplished that way.
Fucking raisin ovaries, I wish you would come back from vacation so we could get something done.
PS The photos are from a school project I did today on depression. Hey I'm good with that topic!