Love April Already

CD1, at least I think right now.

After getting pregnant in December, miscarrying, having a D&C, waiting two months, being induced with Provera and having a Hysteroscopy, I've finally got my period.  Well heavy spotting.  

Yes I'm actually excited for AF.  I've waiting too long and just want to TTC again.  

My uterus hurts, it's ok though.  I don't mind.  Bittersweet, like an infertile getting pregnant and having morning sickness.  Bean and I took the dog for a long walk this morning to try and get it to drop more.  

I am VERY excited for this upcoming cycle.  And Bean will be home every day of it.

April Fools

Hehe, Just Kidding, LOL -
Source: Facebook somewhere

Today is April 1st, meaning April Fools.  I already know the drill of the mass number of Facebook "I'm pregnant" status updates.  I'm not hurt by them.  Only one post by a friend who is already pregnant made me think.  They mentioning it is "funny" to pretend you're pregnant.  That's nice.  You know what is not funny?  Infertility, and everything infertile couples go through to try and get their dream of a family.  Faking something you can have so easily isn't funny when someone else has their heart and bank account breaking just trying to achieve it.  I'll tolerate the april fools pregnancy announcements.  But after seeing what some of these other women after been through, I am far from laughing about it or thinking it's funny.

  

Ok, the truth - My own test from
December 2010

-Selbe
CD1