When someone tells me they are pregnant or even just talks about their pregnancy it if hard for me to feel happy for them. I really want to. But I come off as cold with no expression and I don't say congrats. I don't know what to say. All I can think is they are too young, or not married yet, or they don't have good enough jobs. Or any other reason I could think of why it should have been myself first. (And trust me I'll find one.) But I don't say those things to their face. Instead I say nothing. And that works for me. Eventually I will come around.
I have a little bit more happiness to a fellow infertiles pregnancy announcement verse a fertiles. But I have to admit I still get envious. I don't want to be left behind anymore than the next person.